Don't drown yourself in physics.
The girl sat in the warm tub feeling great solitude becuase the family was away and she could exist in the enclosing tranquility of the water and relate unto herself. Her mind was full of the study of physics, a study that she was not supposed to explore because she was a girl and it was not her place to study science. She did anyway and she sat there in the water amazed at how the pressure surrounded her, embraced her. Her young mind raced to new discoveries and she felt no need for the Williams' to ever return, no need to tutor their children, she felt surrounded by her own intellect.
But, too soon was her reflection broken and someone was standing before her bath looking down on to her naked body. It was Sir Theodorius a man she rarely spoke to and never thought about. He was the closest neighbor to the house and she had noticed him looking at her when he and his wife came to visit. She became uncomfortable around him after the way he had looked at her at the ball, a look of not lust but raw hunger. She had never been so uncomfortable as now when he looked down at her nude, vulnerable being and smirked a smile of pure evil.
He slowly moved over to her and kissed her deeply, she tried to escape, she was young, she had never experienced something of this nature but, he was too strong for her. He began to tear the clothes off his lean, muscular body and climed into the narrow bathtube with her. She screamed but nobody could hear, the Williamses were away and the closest neighbor was her affliction from which she tried to flee. He pulled back her head and bit at the flesh on her neck making a pain that could be felt but not seen. He pushed himself into her, consumating the act to the highest degree, making her experience a feeling that felt like the white hot pain of a candle burning her skin between her pale legs. He began pumping in and out, she continued to scream with each new movement, which brought a new pain, as well as the hurt he intentionally seemed to inflict upon her, that made his eyes flash with delight. She cried out when she saw that the water in the bathtub had turned a dull red. He seemed annoyed and pushed her beneath the water and she could see their body, as they seemed to be one entity, gyrating but all she could feel was the hair directly below the base of his stomach brushing her legs. She began to gasp, her lungs seemed to collapse at her lack of oxygen as he continued to hurt her. She began to feel a calm as though she was dying inside, the pain turned into a detached pleasure and her mind began to wander once again to physics.
But, soon her reflection was broken as Mr. William's pulled her up out of the water and she breathed in a massive sigh of life. The man stared at her and shook his head, "What were you doing?"
"I was lost... I was lost in thought."
"Foolish girl," he muttered as he left the half-dead foolish girl to clean herself in the bloody water.